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Jaloba
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Name: Dawn
Location: New York
Birthday: 9/3/1985
Interests: me! and other people...but mostly me, and sometimes you. Music, and funny things, and not so funny corny things, but not rap or boring things or dumb people or boringly dumb people that act like things.
Expertise: Doing the jig, making fluffies, typing words, eating food, chewing candy, reading books, running away from ailens, being afraid of the darkness and all that may lie in it.....
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  jaloba time
Member Since:
4/7/2002
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| So hot out. I have the dilemma of whether to finish my stocking
or eat or reply to emails. John has the dilemma of whether to go
to London or Oxfod on Monday. LUCKY! So hot outhere.
73. SHeesh. Myeyes are bugging out from too much tv and
sewing. Can't be on computer much lkonger. I ttook a few
steps outsdie and now I don't feel like staying in this basement any
longer. BYE!
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| I guess i
shouldn't complain. How often do you get a whole month off just to
spend by yourself? No work, no homework, no requirements.
Your one job is to have fun and enjoy yourself and not do any hard
work. Although, researching internships has been
stressful...mostly b/c I don't like to sent emails out to professors
asking for recommendations. I'm such a weird shy
self-conscious person aren't I?
Maybe I'll relax tonight and continue playing Sims. I'm all
packed for tomorrow. I'm flying to Buffalo for 6 days of
homelessness. H00t! I guess this should be the time of my
life. Sitting and waiting. It's like the calm before
the storm...as long as I get my applications out and recomendations in.
Maybe I'll email them now.. Hmmm.
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| Finally I can
view my senior portraits online. Thinking about housing for next
semester. Thinking about how living with John will turn out. Wondering how much longer sewing the Christmas stocking will take. Will this be the year I finish it??!!??
I'm still fascinated by all things tropical, including surfie clothing brands. Hoot!
Meh, I'm going to watch some videos on Google. See ya!
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| I feel bugged
by life. I feel like I don't belong in the U.S. anymore.
When I was in H.S., I had no stress; I was carefree. Even when
applications for college came around, I just shrugged and knew i was
goign to be accepted. I feel after being in university for 3.5
years, I've changed. I get stressed a lot more. Sometimes I
get stressed b/c I think that's how I'm supposed to be. I see
other people around me talking about how stressed they are, and I think
I should be like everyone else and get stressed out. Clearly,
being stressed makes me unhappy.
Being in Australia for 5 months has completely changed my life. I
know there's another world out there where people are friendly and
people get jobs just to continue their surfing lifestyle.
When I think of my life the future, there is one image that makes me
happy when it comes to mind. I'm laying on a beach by
myself. There are palm trees hanging over me, the small waves
crashing on the shore. The water turns dark blue-orange
from the setting sun. And I watch the glow of the sun fade away
as it lowers below the horzon. Then I run back to my cool little
hut made out of straw. lol. and I surf all day and swim and
eat cocunuts and spear fish. lol. Like Timothy of the Cay.
There's one good thing about being home this winter break. It
reinforces my thoughts about being with my immediate family. They
fight too much and my sister is too mean to me to make me care whether
I see them for a long period of time. I'll miss watching movies
with my Dad though.
I just get annoyed so easily. Everything annoys me
nowadays. Either I have high standards, short-tempered, or not
willing to consider feelings/thoughts of other side.
I should just continue on with my "dream" of a utilitarioan
world. Ha! YOU KNOW, when I went to this LeaderShape
week-long conference after sophomore year, we all had to write our
dreams/goal we'd like to acheive. Everyone had a materialistic
goal. (like cure a disease, help kids learn, do something
physical) And I was the only one that had a vague, nonphysical
goal. It was to create a Utilitarian world. By listening to
others, having consideration for thoughts of others, something
something, and loving others so we can maximize happiness and
minimize pain.
Uh oh. Time to eat! Bye!
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